What do I deserve ? Do I suck ?
Hey friends!
I never feel as I deserve things.
Let me explain.
Whatever I do, I feel like or it's nothing or it's not for me or I just shouldn't have it because I simply don't DESERVE it.
Why? I have not a clue. I just don't know. It is how I feel...
So yeah, did you ever feel that way?
I feel as I don't deserve anything, as if I suck in everything.
This blog is basically my diary so I'm just writing what I feel without any filters.
Tonight I was talking to a friend who told me that I was helping him to be better and I was nice and someone good and I just feel that this isn't true and that I can't have someone that cares about me.
And at least once a week I feel like garbage and as if I just suck and as if I am useless and deserve just less that I have
Well, I should start writing when I'm happy. My life isn't so awful.
So Xoxo, See you later
Hélène