Hey friends!

The darkness outside... Also in my head...

I never feel as I deserve things.

Let me explain.

Whatever I do, I feel like or it's nothing or it's not for me or I just shouldn't have it because I simply don't DESERVE it.

Why? I have not a clue. I just don't know. It is how I feel...

So yeah, did you ever feel that way?

 

I feel as I don't deserve anything, as if I suck in everything.

This blog is basically my diary so I'm just writing what I feel without any filters. 

Tonight I was talking to a friend who told me that I was helping him to be better and I was nice and someone good and I just feel that this isn't true and that I can't have someone that cares about me.

And at least once a week I feel like garbage and as if I just suck and as if I am useless and deserve just less that I have

 

Well, I should start writing when I'm happy. My life isn't so awful. 

 

So Xoxo, See you later

Hélène

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